no comment aaaahhh :D

to the marlboro lights man who has poisoned me with his electric finger

with all respect to the carpenters....!!!

siapa aja boleh ikutan mengacak-acak lagu yang sudah saya acak-acak ini (termasuk kawan saya yang sudah mengacak-acaknya secara spontan, tenkyu sob!)

postingan pertama sengaja dihapus karena ga bisa di link... :(

yang mo ikutan ngacak-ngacak...hayukkkkkkkk..ikut yukkk :)

"happiness real when shared and the road is the greatest place for. death's a fierce meadowlark but to die having made Something more equal to centuries Than muscle and bone, is mostly to shed weakness. The mountains are dead stone, the people Admire or hate their stature, their insolent quietness, The mountains are not softened or troubled And a few dead men's thoughts have the same temper." and on the other side of the page he wrotes,"I HAVE HAD A HAPPY LIFE AND THANK THE LORD. GOODBYE AND MAY GOD BLESS ALL!"

Christopher Johnson McCandless

mata itu, bukan mataku
wajah itu, bukan wajahku
senyum itu, bukan senyumku

lalu siapa ia?

ia tampak pucat
ia begitu kaku
ia tak lagi ramah

lalu siapa ia?

dulu ia sumringah
dulu ia luwes
dulu ia begitu ceria

apa salah cermin?

kata temanku
cermin itu menggandakan
adanya aku yang satu
bisa menjadi dua

apa salah aku?

kata sang cermin
temanmu boleh jadi benar
tapi bisa saja keliru
kau adalah kau
cermin hanyalah cermin

kapan aku boleh berlari dari bayanganku sendiri?
dan membuat aku-aku lain tanpa cermin…

(25 februari 2007, PENDULUM)

kau boleh merayakan valentine dengan siapa saja
tapi tidak denganku
karena valentine itu omong kosong

sekotak coklat basi
setangkai mawar layu

kau boleh jatuh cinta dengan siapa saja
tapi tidak denganku
karena aku mencintai diriku sendiri

cinta hadir tak hanya hari ini
cinta lenyap tak hanya hari ini

kemarin, hari ini, atau esok
cinta tak pernah berubah
rasanya tetap sama

kemarin, hari ini, atau esok
luka tak pernah berubah
rasanya tetap sama

maka larutlah aku dalam luka
terpuruklah aku dalam cinta
karena perayaan ini!

(14 februari 2007)

this is my highest point in 2007 (on musical perform)

makasih buat arul, uga, leo, yudi, ledu, yang udah ngasih kesempatan gw buat main di Radiohead Night beberapa bulan yang lalu....
buat ale, rizki and 303, dan semua temen2 yang mendukung acara ini!

ps : lupa! buat mumut yg udah bikin rekaman ini, tenkyu muuut... dan buat temen2 yg pengen banget dateng malem itu, tapi gak bisa (rekaman ini buat elo semua) and to the man whom I gave him a private concert, eternal echo!

this my unforgettable moment....

Gw dapet postingan ini dari salah satu temen SMA gw, lysa namanya. Udah berminggu-minggu postingan ini gw cuekin karna gak tau mau nulis apaan...
...setelah gw pikir2 seumur hidup gw gak pernah bikin resolusi apapun, karena gw paling males sama 'rencana, janji, cita-cita, apalah' ...but something should change, right? ...so, I would be honoured if you 'gurls' would take this advantage too...

selamat menulis :-)


Lysaaaaaaaa!!! sumpah gw males banget bikin resolusi ini....tapi setelah gw pikir2, kejadian demi kejadian tahun 2007 kemaren bikin gw ngeri untuk nge-recap lagi apa aja kejadiannya....:-) my highest and lowest point ada di 2007 kemaren,...
hope 2008 ini lebih dahsyat lagi!!!

So…..here they goes my resolution for 2008 :

1. memperbaiki hubungan dengan diri sendiri
...find out!!! WHAT are you looking for, maria? Are you HAPPY? less PAIN...

2. lebih produktif dalam berkarya (album kedua dan seterusnya)
...kalo kata arul : jadi industrialis, mar! hehehehhehee.....industrialikapitalus :-P

3. more love, trust, energy, companion, commit to real life
...dear my inspiration, silent echo...

4. produce 'an endless journey'
...tunggu aja di 16 februari 2008...

5. parental guide movie
...mom n dad, yes I do love you, and I know you love me too, but I need my
own time....

6. carinasi terus menabung, ya Lis? hehehhe
...penting buat 'ini' dan 'itu' ...:P

7. belajar mendalami setiap peran dengan lebih serius
...jangan mencampur adukkan setiap kepribadian, mereka punya tempatnya
sendiri-sendiri...

8. belajar bahasa lebih banyak dan lebih serius, buat kerjaan
...baca, baca, dan bacaaaaa!!! baru nulisss....


kira-kira seperti itu resolusinya..., yaaah seperti title postingan ini 'mudah-mudahan bukan cuma janji surga' hehehheheeh

next victim : thera paramehta, shanti handamari, uci uci, rindy :), devishanty belle, nona cito, rahma ali, tiara amalia.....(rasaiiiiiiiin loooooo)


Caranya :
Bikinlah resolusi hidup kamu untuk 2008 (WAJIB, nggak kurang nggak lebih), dan sebarkan ke 8 orang yang kamu pilih sendiri....

Kamu mesti mampir ke 8 orang tersebut, untuk ngasih tau bahwa mereka dapet PR dari kamu...

"I feel a lot of pressure. Lyrics are so very important to me and I listen a lot to other artist lyrics. My standards are very high. But sometimes I really feel that I write is a crap."

"A relationship where you argue a lot, well, that's not very sexy to sing about. It's not enough, so you write a lyric about it, because in my writing I can use loads of nuances to explain what I feel."

"Recently I met a real fan, a pretty unexpected one. He told me he'd listened to our last record during a relationship break-up and that it had saved his life. He appreciated me for having made that record and I felt the same way, he saved my day by sharing that with me!"

-Nina Persson-

(she could be the one...of my...you know..:D)

untuk memenuhi permintaan kawan Yoshi, yang sudah memesan jauh-jauh hari.
maaf ya yosh...kelamaan, ini gw bonusin 2 lagu...:D

Beberapa proyek Nina Persson (voc. The Cardigans) bersama suaminya, Nathan Larsson (voc. Shudder to Think), menggarap soundtrack film2 'indie'.

1. The Bluest Eyes In Texas - OST Boys Don't Cry
2. Appalachian Lullaby - OST First Love, Last Rites
3. What The Hell Are You Cryin' For - OST Dessert Blue

(utang gw lunas ya yosh....:D)

Album ini dirilis udah lama banget. Dulu cuma punya kasetnya, nyari cd-nya pun susah banget. Tiba-tiba aja di salah satu blog di multiply (dan ternyata banyak) ada yang upload album ini FULL..!!!!
......aihhh....kayak 'ketiban durian runtuh'
ahhh....dunia maya, :D

(terima kasih buat orang yang udah upload album ini, dan para artis yang mengcover lagu2nya, ....and for the carpenter and their magnificent songs)

Kiss on the mouth, bliss of a touch
Hand in a hand, killing the fiend
I'll write my love on more than a thousand weeping willows

A walk on your voice
So far, so close
A whispering child so cold, so mild
All the colors mixed up in falls of rainbows

Tears on your neck, holding you near
Sparkling shells, three comet tails
Hoping for some magic to make your heart beat next to mine

Shiny island, blue underground
My everyday is fading away
I'm flying through the wind and whistling some strange melody

Hang on to me getting out of my corpse
Please dont leave me watching you from the clouds
Melancholy, you'll join me soon my love
Feeling frozen, I'll warm you everynight
Falling asleep,

I'll travel in your dreams

(lagu terakhir yg diputer di studio sebelum berangkat syuting vidklip 'edisi thermos', it's over now....)

http://stereomantic.multiply.com/journal/item/28/Berita_Duka_Cita

http://aroel78.multiply.com/journal/item/4/Telah_berpulang_ke_Rahmatullah_Rahmanastra

http://prinmania.multiply.com/journal/item/12/ASI_Terakhir_untuk_Baby_Nastra

PS : Aroel, Shanti, you're such a loving parents. I'm so proud of you two...
keep your love alive :)

image taken from

http://viv.rupture.net/art

sepeninggalan pesan-pesan itu

kuhapus beberapa kenangan

menarik dan melipat kedua kaki

membacanya sekali lagi

...lalu kembali menangis diam-diam

Fender Stratocaster (made in Japan)
        Original Contour Body
        + Handle & Soft Case
VOX - WAH model V847 ( made In USA)
        + Case
Zoom G2 (made in Japan)
        Original
        Digital Effect
Super Chorus CH - 1 (Boss)
Turbo Distortion DS - 2 (Boss)
Digital Delay DD - 6 (Boss)

+ 1 jack gitar
    jack kombinasi semua effect (4 buah)

DIJUAL 1 PAKET LENGKAP ===> 10 JUTA (NEGO)

C P : I S ( 0 8 1 7   6 8 5 2 2 8 2 )

does pain addict like heroin? I don't know...

I don't know just where I'm going
But I'm gonna try for the kingdom, if I can
'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man
When I put a spike into my vein
And I'll tell ya, things aren't quite the same
When I'm rushing on my run
And I feel just like Jesus' son
And I guess that I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know

I have made the big decision
I'm gonna try to nullify my life
'Cause when the blood begins to flow
When it shoots up the dropper's neck
When I'm closing in on death
And you can't help me now, you guys
And all you sweet girls with all your sweet talk
You can all go take a walk
And I guess that I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know

I wish that I was born a thousand years ago
I wish that I'd sail the darkened seas
On a great big clipper ship
Going from this land here to that
In a sailor's suit and cap
Away from the big city
Where a man can not be free
Of all of the evils of this town
And of himself, and those around
Oh, and I guess that I just don't know
Oh, and I guess that I just don't know

Heroin, be the death of me
Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life
Because a mainer to my vein
Leads to a center in my head
And then I'm better off and dead
Because when the smack begins to flow
I really don't care anymore
About all the Jim-Jim's in this town
And all the politicians makin' busy sounds
And everybody puttin' everybody else down
And all the dead bodies piled up in mounds
'Cause when the smack begins to flow
Then I really don't care anymore
Ah, when the heroin is in my blood
And that blood is in my head
Then thank God that I'm as good as dead
Then thank your God that I'm not aware
And thank God that I just don't care
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't know

(and I guess I just don't know.......I don't know......this addiction feels like heroin!)